Here I am trying to find my love, my concentration and my devotion to the things which have not yet been discovered, I my life. Sometimes I feel that I am lonely and there is no body for me, slowly this thought have been coming into mind, then I find my self in insensible zone of myself.

I still remember the day when I was about to leave to this country, I had dream and dream and confidence to achieve them, but now I am slowly degrading, into pieces.


Well today I am really down, just because I was not able to convince the prof with my idea that there could be a reasoneable thought which could have influence him pay attention to his frame of mind.